well as usual you idiots have a way of fucking up a good rant thread lol...

let's see, chapter two perhaps?

yesterday (thursday) i went to work, tried to get out of there on time but the one guy was running late so i hung around some to help the rest of the salesmen out - this after a night of clubbing and drinkin vodka/tequilla and staying up till 3:30 and being at work at 8. *exhale*

leave out of work, hit 95... turbo takes a shit! starts dumping all the water out. im so pissed off at this point im like fuck it, so i drive it to the closest turnoff spot that i can (maybe a total of 5 miles??). by this time, i'm hearing a pinging, knocking, and stumble. the fo-pak is now out of commission, awaiting an ENGINE , TRANSMISSION, and TURBO. so yea, basically i'm fucked.

thankfully i pulled off across the street where my roomie was working and he came over and scooped me, i went and chilled with him a lil. called AAA and they show up 82 minutes later. since i had to lower my radiator to get my IC to fit into my car... guess what gets fucked up while trying to go onto the roll back...

i convince james to close the store about 30 min early b/c i'm so fucking tired and just fed up with life at this point.

get to the crib, and whadayakno (yep, that's a word today)... there happens to be a white toyota camry parked infront of the crib.

yea, she was in wayne's room (door open this time ) for about an hour and a half. since i have a way of letting my temper flare, i start to yell about how much life sucks and life is shit, and "fuck the world, cuz the world's fucking me"...you know, those sorts of things - loud enough for maybe the next building to hear me in total.

and because im at ths point so irate, i decided to clean the WHOLE FRIKIN APPT! i mean, im pulling the grates out of the stove, hand scrubbed the floor, started the dishwasher, did clothes, folded clothes, put miscelaneous (sp?) items away for the other roomies, etc. - all so that i would be "available" if she decided to leave

i'd put in the system of a down cd in so that i could keep in my rampage mood, and happened to be listening to 'Psycho'.

LYRICS:

PSYCHO
"Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy,
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy,
Psycho groupie cocaine crazy,
Psycho groupie coke,
Makes you high, makes you hide,
Makes you really want to go- stop.

Psycho groupie cocaine crazy
Psycho groupie coke,
Makes you high, makes you hide,
Do you really want to think and stop,
Stop your eyes from flowing,

Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy,
Psycho groupie cocaine crazy,
Psycho groupie coke,
Makes you high, makes you hide,
Makes you really want to go - stop.
Psycho groupie cocaine crazy
Psycho groupie coke,
Makes you high, makes you hide,
Do you really want to think and stop,
Stop your eyes from flowing out

So you want the world to stop,
Stop in and watch your body fully drop,
From the time you were a
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy,

So you want to see the show,
You really don't have to be a ho
From the time you were a
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy.

Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy,
Psycho groupie cocaine crazy,
Psycho groupie coke,
Makes you high, makes you hide,
Makes you really want to go - stop.

Psycho groupie cocaine crazy
Psycho groupie coke,
Makes you high, makes you hide,
Do you really want to think and stop,
Stop your eyes from flowing out

So you want the world to stop,
Rushing to watch your spirit fully drop,
From the time you were a
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy,

So you want to see the show,
You really don't have to be a ho
From the time you were a
Psycho, groupie, cocaine, crazy. "




LIFE IS SO IRONIC, YET SO FUCKED UP.

so as she proceeded to walk out the door, this song had just started and i was as cleaning the stove.... i knew she was behind me, like 4 foot (on the other side of the bar), she said nothing. grabbed her keys, her sandals, said goodbye to wayne and james and left.


so with that... i now announce that i'm going to be JUST LIKE MY FRIENDS. ladies, hope you enjoyed the 'old' mo, because there will be no more of that. i'm tired of laying everything on the line for friends, trying to be that shoulder to cry upon, tired of getting used and just tossed like im some fucking tampon to stop your lil bleeding pussy. fuck me for trying to be a good soul. and fuck me for just being there...


ty, that is all

 

cocain is no joke...trust me..that shit can ruin your life...but yeah fuck bitches

 

as a new member I welcome to the new asshole group

 

what are you talkin about..you want to talk out your ass?

 

huh....<---lost

 

Mo, your life is a few weeks behind mine. Try to catch up! Then again, you can see exactly what's gonna happen...

 

I give up.
Things can only get better from here because they cant possibly get any worse.

 

sure they could, you know the plague is making a comeback here soon

 

fo sho?
where can I buy it?
I'd like to unleash that somewhere.

 

dude mo, dont go becomign an asshole or whatever. Trust me bro we all hit rock bottom, beleive me I have been there, but it only gets better from here.

Look man no girl is worth changing your life for, come on man dont let her do that to you.
If you want to get out of there, let me see if I can find you a place to stay for a little bit. I will try to talk to patrick and maybe he will let you stay there for a little bit.

Dude dont go changeing on us, you are one of the coolest guys I have ever met and now your going to let that change cuz of some bitch?? Do you want me to kill her or something?? I will do it if you want me to lol

Dude find a way to come out on sun at 8 with us and put all the rest of that shit behind you for one night and come have some fun. If you dont have a ride, I will leave work early and come get you if you want. If you dont still have my cell its 852-9358 give me a call bro.

Hang in there man.